Every day is a vague nightmare.
Confrontation, but I don"t care.
It will never be mine or yours,
There"s no place for us on the Earth.
Flows of voices whisper and scream,
That it all was my cherished dream,
But I"m poisoned with their shrill love,
Caused by lie, caused by heavens above.
I don"t believe in stars,
They are too far to be true,
They are too old to be new,
They are too cold to be tender.
I don"t believe in stars,
They"ll never see what I do,
They"ll never hide me from you,
I"m too alive to surrender.
I"m ensnared on a web of good habits,
But the exit is far from my ambits.
Burning sky, shining sky, aching sky,
I"ve no strength and volition to fly.
When the storm will be over again,
Bury me in the Ocean arcane,
Make me free from the bends of the World,
From the people who put me on hold.