Now I feel my clocks are ticking
Out of bounds of life;
Lightning's flashing, I am thinking:
"Should I be alive?.."
Your belief in me is over,
Am I useful anymore?..
Now my life seems to be awful,
Sorry for this fault...
Many words are left unspoken,
Many words I said,
Many dreams are bent and broken;
This is price I pay.
I want you and love you stronger
Than I did before;
But you stay with me no longer,
Running out of doors...
Leaving me for other countries
You forget your home;
Many days of rainy monthes
I will be alone.
Here without you I am hollow
Like an old balloon;
Thunder rattles and I follow
Devil to my doom.