There's nothing I can find
In this disorder now.
I feel like I am blind,
I'm lost and can't be found.

Please, look for me in hell;
It's right place for my home.
So many years I fell,
So many years I'll fall.

The pill against the life
I'm squeezing in my hand;
This remedy is knife.
I say good-bye to land;

I say hello to sky,
To endless outer space.
I will forever fly
And never fall from grace.

I'm out of date;
I'm very old;
I must be dead;
I must be cold.
But fire burns,
It burns my heart;
And now I learn
To live apart.