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"ÂÑß" ÈÇÁÐÀÍÍÀß ÏÎÝÇÈß

 

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       ïîýìà


                                  Ëåâ ÃÓÍÈÍ 

                             ÈÇÃÍÀÍÈÅ
                             (àçáóêà èçãíàíèÿ) 
                           

                                               "...çà ïðåäåëàìè ñòðàí è íàðîäîâ..." 
                                                                        Îâèäèé

                                      À
                          Çíàåøü ëè òû 
                          ÷òî òàêîå 
                          êîãäà íåêóäà ïîçâîíèòü 

                          êîãäà 
                          ïåïåë òîñêè 
                          íåêóäà ñáðîñèòü 

                          èäè 
                          êóäà õî÷åøü 
                          êóäà 
                          ñìîòðÿò ãëàçà 
                          íå âîçâðàùàéñÿ íàçàä 

                          çíàåøü ëè òû 
                          àçáóêó ýòó? 

                          ïîñòèã 
                          ëè 
                          òû 
                          òîò ïðåäåë 
                          ãëóáèíó 
                          òîãî 
                          îò÷óæäåíüÿ 
                          èçãíàíüÿ 

                          ñêîìêàííûõ 
                          ëåò 
                          óñòðàøàþùèõ 
                          äíåé 
                          óïîëçàíèÿ 
                          â íèêóäà? 
                           

                                    B
                          Ãäå òîò ïðåäåë 
                          çà êîòîðûì 
                          ïîëàãàåòñÿ 
                          ñïðàâåäëèâîñòü? 

                          ×òî åãî 
                          ìàòåðèàëüíàÿ 
                          ãëóáèíà? 

                          Ñìåðòü... 

                          Íî íåò ñïðàâåäëèâîñòè â íåé. 

                          Îäèíàêîâî 
                          æåñòîêà îíà 
                          êî âñåì: 
                          ê ïàëà÷àì 
                          è êàçíåííûì. 

                          Ñòðàøíóþ âåñòü 
                          îäèíàêîâî íåñåò
                                                        îíà
                          óáèéöàì 
                          è ïðàâåäíèêàì 

                          Íåò ñìûñëà íè â ÷åì... 
                           

                                C
                          Êàê íà øåñòå 
                          ãîëîâà: 
                          êà÷àåòñÿ 
                          òåìíàÿ 
                          ñóùíîñòü - 
                          ÷àñû Âðåìåíè 
                          íà áàøíå 
                          Íåñïðàâåäëèâîñòè 

                          íå ïî ñîëíöó - 
                          ïî ïðåñòóïëåíèÿì 
                          îòìå÷àþò 
                          ñâîé õîä 
                          íå ïî ñâåòó - 
                          ïî òüìå 
                          ïðàâÿò 
                          ïðàâèòåëüñòâà 
                          ïî 
                          êðîâàâîìó ìîðþ 
                          ïëûâåò 
                          èõ ëàäüÿ 
                          âîë÷üè 
                          ñòàè 
                          îíè ïåðåâîçÿò â íåé 

                          ïî äíó ìîðÿ 
                          ïåøêîì 
                          èäóò ïðàâåäíèêè 
                           

                               D
                          Êàê òÿæåëî 
                          èäòè 
                          ïî êîñòÿì 

                          èõ êîëþ÷èå 
                          âïàäèíû 
                          ñî÷ëåíåíèÿ 
                          ðàíÿò íîãè 
                          ïîäîøâû 
                          ñâåðëÿò 
                          çëîáà 
                          èõ 
                          æàæäà ìùåíèÿ 
                          âûïèðàþò 
                          èç êàæäîé ùåëêè 
                          èç êàæäîé âïàäèíêè 
                          õâàòàþò çà íîãè 
                          êîëåíè îáõâàòûâàþò 

                          Èñ÷åçàåò ïðåäìåòíîñòü
                          îñòàâëÿÿ ðàñïàä
                          âîíü âèíû
                          äðîæü ïîêàÿíèÿ
                         
                          È ñóõîé ïåñîê ïóñòûíü 
                          ïåðøèò 
                          â ìîåì ãîðëå 
                          çàòðóäíÿÿ äûõàíèå 
                           
                           

                                E
                          Êðàñíûå áëèêè 
                          íà ïîòîëêå 
                          âàííà ïîëíàÿ 
                          ïî êðàÿ 
                          òîëüêî ìîÿ ãîëîâà 
                          íàä ïîâåðõíîñòüþ 
                          êðàñíîé ñðåäû 
                          íàä îêðàøåííîé 
                          æèäêîñòüþ 
                          êîòîðàÿ êðîâü 

                          Êîìíàòà 
                          ïóñòàÿ 
                          êàê ñàðêîôàã 
                          òåìíûå øòîðû 
                          íà îêíàõ åå 
                          ñòâîð÷àòûõ îêíàõ 
                          äàþùèõ 
                          ðàññåÿííûé 
                          ñâåò 

                          Ïóñòî è æóòêî 
                          íè çâóêà íèãäå 
                          òîëüêî 
                          ìðàìîðíûé ïîë 
                          çâóêè ùèòîì 
                          îòðàæàåò 
                          ïàäàþò êàïëè 
                          êàï êàï 
                          çâóê èõ 
                          îòðûâèñòûé è ãëóõîé 
                          êàï... âûòåêàåò 
                          èç ïåðåëèâàþùåéñÿ 
                          âàííû 

                          ×òî ÿ íàäåëàë?! 
                          Ïîë âåñü â êðîâè! 
                          ×åì åå âûòåðåòü? 

                          È ñíîâà 
                          êàïàåò 
                          êàïëÿ... 
                          îäíà... 
                          è äðóãàÿ 
                          ×òî åñëè 
                          êòî-òî 
                          âîéäåò! 

                          Âûòåðåòü! 

                          Íî íå ïîäûìàþòñÿ 
                          ðóêè 
                          ñâèíåö ãîëîâû 
                          íåïîäúåìåí 
                          íîãè 
                          áóäòî âðîñëè 
                          â ýòó 
                          êðîâü 
                          Ìíå ñòðàøíî 

                          Êòî-òî 
                          çäåñü åñòü 
                          èëè íåò 
                          ÿ îñòàâëåí 
                          íàåäèíå 
                          ñ âå÷íîñòüþ 
                          ìíå íèêòî íå ïîìîæåò 
                          íèêòî íå âîéäåò ñþäà 
                          íå âûòðåò çà ìíîé 
                          íå âûòàùèò 
                          íå ïîìîæåò îäåòüñÿ 

                          Òóñêëî áëåñòèò òåìíîòà 
                          ðó÷êè äâåðåé 
                          ìåðöàþò 

                          ýòà óñàäüáà 
                          èëè áàíêåòíûé çàë 
                          èëè äâîðöîâàÿ çàëà 
                          ñâîè òàéíû 
                          ñêðûâàåò 
                          ñâîè - íå ìîè 
                          ÿ òóò ÷óæîé 
                          ìíå íèêîãäà 
                          íå âûéòè 
                          îòñþäà 

                          Çà ïîðîãîì 
                          åå 
                          ñ äðóãîé ñòîðîíû 
                          ÷òî-òî åñòü 
                          íå ìîæåò íå áûòü 
                          â åå ÷åðíîòå 
                          íåðàçãàäàííî 
                          äûøèò 
                          êàêàÿ-òî òàéíà 
                          íî ñòðàøíî òóäà 
                          äàæå â ìûñëÿõ 
                          êàæåòñÿ: òóò 
                          êàê áû ëó÷øå 
                          áåçîïàñíåé 
                          è ñïîêîéíåé 
                          ïðè âñåé ýòîé 
                          ïóãàþùåé òèøèíå 

                          â èçãíàíèè.... 
                           
                           

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                          ß çàáûë ÷òî òàêîå 
                          äîì 
                          çàáûë ÷òî òàêîå 
                          ëîãîâî ñâîå 
                          ïðèÿòíîå 
                          äîðîãîå 
                          çâåðèíîå 
                                          ó ìåíÿ åãî íåò 

                          Äàæå äåòè ìîè 
                          íèêîãäà åå äîìîì 
                          íå íàçûâàþò 
                          ýòó êâàðòèðó 
                          âçÿòóþ 
                          íàïðîêàò 
                          ñúåìíóþ 
                          âðåìåííóþ 
                          áåðëîãó 

                          È ñòðàíà âçÿòà 
                          íàïðîêàò 
                          äî ñëåäóþùåãî 
                          ïåðåêðåñòêà 
                          ïîâîðîòà 
                          æèçíè 
                          äî ñëåäóþùåãî 
                          èçãíàíüÿ 

                          Êàê Âåðãèëèé 
                          ñ Ïîíòà 
                          ïîñëàíèé 
                          íå ìîãó 
                          ÿ ïèñàòü 
                          ìíå èõ íåêóäà 
                          ñëàòü 
                          ìåíÿ áûâøåé ðîäèíû 
                          òîæå ëèøèëè 
                          êàðà 
                          íåäîñòóïíàÿ 
                          äàæå 
                          ðèìñêèì
                          ñàäèñòàì 
                           

                          Îùóùàÿ ëîïàòêàìè 
                          õîëîä êàçíè 
                          äåïîðòàöèè 
                          îñêîïëåíèÿ 
                          ëèøåíèÿ 
                          ïîñëåäíèõ 
                          ëîõìîòüåâ 
                          ìàòåðèàëüíûõ 
                          âåùåñòâ 
                          ÿ çàïèðàþñü 
                          â ñâîþ íèùåòó 
                          è èùó â åå õîëîäå 
                          çàùèòû 
                          îò âíåøíåãî ìèðà 

                          èçãíàíèÿ 
                           
                           

                               G
                          Âñå îíè 
                          ÷òî-òî òàì äåëÿò 
                          ñëàâó 
                          áîãàòñòâî 
                          ìåñòî 
                          â êîëîäå òóçîâ 
                          ÿ íå ïîíèìàþ èõ æèçíè 

                          Ïî ëèíèÿì ãîðîäîâ 
                          ïåðåäâèãàëñÿ 
                          êàê ïî ñòðåëêàì 
                          ÷àñîâ 
                          êàê ïî 
                          êàíàòíîé äîðîãå 

                          Çíàêè äåíåæíûå 
                          çàìåíÿëè  ìíå
                          äîðîæíûå çíàêè 
                          çíàêè óâèäåííûõ 
                          ñòðàí 
                          çíàêè ïîñòèãíóòûõ 
                          ìóäðîñòåé 
                          èçó÷åííûõ 
                          ìûñëåé 
                          è íîòíûå çíàêè 
                          ñâÿòûõ äëÿ ìåíÿ 
                          ïàðòèòóð 

                          Çíàêè çèìû 
                          îò÷óæäåíèÿ 
                          çëîáû 
                          íåíàâèñòè 
                          çàâèñòè 
                          è êîðûñòè 
                          ÿ îáõîäèë 
                          ïîêà 
                          ýòî áûëî âîçìîæíî 

                          Òåïåðü ÿ ïðèøåë 
                          ê îêîí÷àíèþ 
                          ýòèõ 
                          äîðîã 
                          ê ïåðåêðåñòêó 
                          êóäà îíè âñå 
                          ñõîäèëèñü - 
                          ê íèùåòå 
                          è èçãíàíüþ 
                           
                           

                               H
                          Õóæå âñåãî 
                          íàáëþäàòü 
                          êàê ðîäíûå òâîè 
                          ïîêðûâàþòñÿ 
                          êîðêîé 
                          çàáîò 
                          Âèäåòü ëèöà 
                          òåáå äîðîãèå 
                          ïîä ìîðùèíêàìè 
                          ìåëêèõ 
                          ïðîáëåì 
                          Ñëîâíî ïàòèíîé 
                          îáëèêè èõ ïîêðûòû 
                          ðàñêîëîâøåéñÿ 
                          ðåàëüíîñòüþ 
                          ðàññûïàþùåéñÿ 
                          äåéñòâèòåëüíîñòüþ 
                          òðåùèíêàìè 
                          îáóç 

                          óìèðàíüåì... 

                          Çíàòü ÷òî ýòî 
                          íàãðàäà 
                          çà ïðåäàííîñòü ìíå 
                          çà ëþáîâü 
                          êîòîðîé êàê ñîêàìè 
                          îíè ñåðäöå ìîå 
                          ïèòàþò 
                          ÷òîáû 
                          íèê÷åìíîñòü ìîÿ 
                          íåâåçó÷åñòü 
                          ïðîêëÿòîñòü 
                          îòðàâëÿëà 
                          èõ 
                          æèçíü 
                          êàê ìîþ 

                          Óõìûëÿÿñü 
                          ðàçãóëèâàþò èõ 
                          ìó÷èòåëè 
                          ïàëà÷è 
                          â ÷åðíûõ êîñòþìàõ 
                          ñ ãàëñòóêàìè 
                          ñ áàáî÷êàìè 
                          ñ çàïîíêàìè 
                          çîëî÷åíûìè 
                          â ðóêàâàõ 
                          ñ "ïðàâèëüíûì" 
                          ðîâíûì ïðîáîðîì 
                          ñ óëûáêàìè 
                          îäèíàêîâûìè 
                          êàê îäèíàêîâîñòü 
                          íåæèâàÿ 
                          ìåðòâåöîâ 

                          Îíè öàðñòâóþò 
                          áëàãîäåíñòâóþò 
                          à ìû óìèðàåì 
                           

                                 I
                          Òðè ñòðàíû ñïîðÿò 
                          èç-çà ìåíÿ 
                          ñîðåâíóþòñÿ: 
                          êòî áîëüíåå 
                          óêîëåò ìåíÿ 
                          ëþäè èõ 
                          êî ìíå 
                          îòíîñèëèñü 
                          ïî-ðàçíîìó 
                          íî âëàñòè  -
                          ñëîâíî 
                          âëàñòè 
                          îäíîé ñòðàíû 
                          à íå òðåõ: 
                          òàê îíè 
                          îäèíàêîâû 

                         
                           

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                          Âîò îíè òðè  ýòè
                          "ãëàâíûå" 
                          èç-çà ìåíÿ 
                          äåðóùèåñÿ 
                          ñïèõíóòü ìåíÿ 
                          îäíà äðóãîé 
                          íîðîâÿùèå 

                          Âñå òðè 
                          ðàçíûå - 
                          äâå äèêòàòóðû 
                          è äåìîêðàòèÿ 
                          âñå 
                          îäèíàêîâî 
                          ñòîÿùèå íà ñòðàæå 
                          èçãíàíèÿ ìîåãî 

                          ìîæåò áûòü 
                          åñòü äðóãàÿ 
                          ðåàëüíîñòü 
                          äðóãàÿ 
                          çåìëÿ 
                          äðóãîé 
                          êîñìîñ 
                          äðóãàÿ 
                          ãàëàêòèêà 
                          íî â ýòîé 
                          ñòîÿùåé 
                          íà íåñïðàâåäëèâîñòè 
                          âëàñòü åå - ýòî 
                          åå çàùèòà 
                          åå ëîãîâî 
                          åå äèïëîìàòèÿ 
                          îòáîðíûé êîðïóñ 
                          åå öåïíûõ ïñîâ 
                          ðâóùèõñÿ 
                          âûãðûçàòü 
                          ïî÷êè 
                          íåâèííûì 
                          ïîëàêîìèòüñÿ 
                          áåççàùèòíûìè 



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                          Ìàëî êòî ìîæåò 
                          ïîõâàñòàòü 
                          çàñëóãîé 
                          âûçûâàòü 
                          îãîíü 
                          íà ñåáÿ 
                          ìàëî êòî ìîæåò 
                          ïðîäåìîíñòðèðîâàòü 
                          ñòîëüêî ðàí 
                          îò íåíàâèñòè 
                          ñàìûõ ïîäëûõ 
                          áåñ÷åñòíûõ 
                          êîâàðíåéøèõ 
                          Íà ïóòè èõ íåíàâèñòè 
                          ñòîþ ÿ 
                          è òå 
                          ÷òî 
                          ñïàñàþò ìåíÿ 
                          îò ïîëíîãî 
                          èñ÷åçíîâåíèÿ 

                          ß èòàê óæå 
                          ïðåâðàòèëñÿ 
                          â òî÷êó 
                          â òî÷êó 
                          ïî÷òè íåâèäèìóþ 
                          íà ñòåêëå 
                          ñîâåðøåííîãî 
                          Âìåñòå ñ áåäíîñòüþ 
                          ïðèõîäÿò áîëåçíè 
                          íåìîùè 
                          âìåñòå 
                          ñ ãîíåíüÿìè 
                          îäèíî÷åñòâî 
                          è ïå÷àëü 

                          Íèêîìó íå íóæíû 
                          íåóäà÷íèêè 
                          âñå ïîêèäàþò 
                          ïîêèíóòûõ 
                          è ê òâîåìó 
                          îñíîâíîìó 
                          èçãíàíèþ 
                          ïðèáàâëÿåòñÿ 
                          áðåìÿ 
                          òîñêè 

                          áðåìÿ 
                          âòîðîãî èçãíàíèÿ... 
                           

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                          Ñìåðòü ïðàâèò 
                          â çàëèòûõ êðîâüþ 
                          çàëÿïàííûõ ãðÿçüþ 
                          íàâîäíåííûõ ëîæüþ 
                          öàðñòâàõ ÷åëîâå÷åñêèõ 
                          ñìåðòüþ íàïîëíåí 
                          âåñü ñìûñë 
                          èõ 
                          êðåïîñòåé: 
                          îðóæüå -
                          íåñóùåå ñìåðòü -
                          âñåãäà óêðàøàëè 
                          ñ ëþáîâüþ 
                          ðîæäåíèå íîâîé 
                          æèçíè 
                          ïñåâäîñòûäëèâî 
                          ãíàëè 
                          ñ ãëàç äîëîé... 
                          Ñ ðîæäåíèÿ 
                          îêðóæàåò ÷åëîâåêà 
                          íåñïðàâåäëèâîñòü 
                          ñ ïåðâîãî êðèêà 
                          ñ ïåðâîãî øàãà 
                          åãî 
                          òåìíàÿ ìàññà 
                          ñòðàäàíèÿ 
                          äàíà åìó 
                          â íàñëåäñòâî 
                          ñàìèì 
                          ïðîèñõîæäåíèåì 
                          ÷åëîâå÷åñêèì 
                          æåñòîêîñòü åãî 
                          áåñïðåäåëüíàÿ 
                          ïàðîëü äëÿ 
                          âõîæäåíèÿ 
                          â æèçíü 
                          íà çåìëå 
                          Òîò êòî ñìîã 
                          äîæèòü äî 
                          äâàäöàòè øåñòè ëåò 
                          ñäàë ýêçàìåí 
                          íà æåñòîêîñòü 
                          íà âæèâàåìîñòü 
                          â ìåðçêîå òåëî 
                          çëà 
                          Âñå ìû 
                          îäèíàêîâû 
                          íåò ñðåäè íàñ 
                          íåâèííûõ 
                          íåò 
                          èñêëþ÷èòåëüíûõ 
                          âñå ìû 
                          ðîäñòâåííèêè 
                          ïî êðîâàâîñòè 
                          çëîäåÿíèé 
                          íàøèõ 
                          Òàê óñòðîåíû 
                          íàøè ãëàçà 
                          ÷òî íå âèäèì 
                          ìû ñîáñòâåííûõ 
                          ïðåñòóïëåíèé 
                          íå ñëûøèì ñòîíîâ 
                          íàìè 
                          çàäóøåííûõ 
                          ñòðàäàíèé 
                          íàìè 
                          èçáèâàåìûõ 
                          îò÷àÿíüÿ 
                          îáìàíóòûõ 
                          ðàçî÷àðîâàíèÿ 
                          îñòàâøèõñÿ 
                          áåç ïîìîùè 
                          ïîìîãøèõ 
                          íàì 

                          Ïðîñòî 
                          ñòóïàÿ 
                          ïî çåìëå 
                          ìû óæå 
                          äàâèì 
                          áðàòüåâ 
                          íàøèõ 
                          ìåíüøèõ 
                          ñóùåñòâ 
                          êîòîðûõ 
                          íå âèäèì 
                          Íå çàäóìûâàÿñü 
                          âîíçàåì 
                          ìû çóáû 
                          â ìÿñî 
                          áûâøåå êîãäà-òî 
                          ñóùåñòâîì 
                          ñ çàäóì÷èâûìè 
                          áîëüøèìè 
                          ãëàçàìè 
                          ñ ãðóñòíûì 
                          âçãëÿäîì 
                          òåëåíêà 
                          ñîñàâøåãî 
                          âûìÿ 
                          ìàòåðè 
                          Ïîëó÷àÿ çíàêè 
                          Çëà 
                          èç ðóê 
                          ýêñïëóàòàòîðîâ 
                          ìû çàáûâàåì 
                          î òåõ 
                          íà ÷üåì ìåñòå 
                          ñòîèì 
                          êòî óìèðàåò 
                          îò ãîëîäà 
                          êîãäà ìû 
                          ïðîöâåòàåì 
                          Ñìåðòüþ äðóãèõ 
                          ïèòàåòñÿ íàøå 
                          ñóùåñòâîâàíèå 
                          Òàê áûëî 
                          âñåãäà 
                          òàê áóäåò 
                          ïîêà áóäóò 
                          ëþäè... 
                           

                                M
                          Çà ïðåäåëàìè 
                          íàøåãî 
                          âçîðà 
                          çà ïå÷àòüþ 
                          íåîáóçäàííîé 
                          ÷åðíîòû 
                          åñòü ñòðàíà 
                          íåâîçìîæíàÿ 
                          íà îñòðîâå 
                          êîíöà 
                          ìèðà 
                          ýòî 
                          ñòðàíà 
                          ñâîáîäû 

                          Âåäåò ê íåé 
                          äîðîãà 
                          óìèðàíèÿ 
                          ïîêà æèâåì 
                          íåò íàì 
                          ñâîáîäû 
                          íåò äîðîãè 
                          â íåå 
                          ìû çàâèñèìû 
                          îò âñåãî 
                          îò åäû 
                          îò îäåæä 
                          îò ñíà 
                          îò ïîòðåáíîñòåé 
                          â íàñ âìîíòèðîâàííûõ 

                          Åñëè áû äàæå 
                          íå áûëî èõ 
                          åñëè áû ìû íå 
                          íóæäàëèñü 
                          â åäå 
                          â ñíå 
                          â êðîâå 
                          îäåÿíèÿõ 
                          áûëè áû ìû 
                          çàâèñèìû 
                          âñå ðàâíî 
                          îò òîãî 
                          ÷òî íå ìîæåì 
                          ïîçíàòü 

                          ïîêà æèâåì... 

                          Ïîñòóïåííî 
                          ñíèìàëè ñ ìåíÿ 
                          ÷åøóþ ðûáüþ 
                          øêóðó çâåðèíóþ 
                          êîæó ëÿãóøà÷üþ 
                          ïàíöèðü ÷åðåïàøèé 
                          ðóêè áåçæàëîñòíûå 
                          ðóêè ñ êîãòÿìè 
                          æåëåçíûìè 
                          ïîðîñøèå 
                          áîðîäàâêàìè 
                          ðóêè áóðîãî 
                          îòâðàòèòåëüíî-áóðîãî 
                          öâåòà 
                          ñèëüíûå 
                          êàê ñìåð÷ 
                          êàê çåìëåòðÿñåíèå 
                          êàê öóíàìè 

                          Îñâîáîæäàëè ìåíÿ 
                          îò ïîêðîâîâ çåìíûõ 
                          îò îáÿçàííîñòåé 
                          îò çàâåðøåíèÿ 
                          äåë íàìå÷àåìûõ 
                          îò íàñëåäñòâà 
                          îò çåìëè ïðåäêîâ 
                          îò êëàäáèùà 
                          ãäå ìîè ðîäíûå 
                          ïîêîÿòñÿ 

                          Îñâîáîæäàëè:
 
                          îò âåùåé 
                          ãîðîäîâ 
                          ñ äåòñòâà 
                          ëþáèìûõ 
                          îò ñòðàí 
                          îò  ï ð è í à ä ë å æ í î ñ ò è 
                          îò ðàñèçìà  -
                          ìåñòå÷êîâîãî  -
                          (ìíå âñå ðàâíî 
                          òåïåðü 
                          êàêîãî áóäóò öâåòà 
                          ìîè ïîòîìêè) 
                          îò ÿçûêîâîé ñðåäû 
                          (ìíå êàæåòñÿ 
                          ÷òî ÿ óæå è íå ãîâîðþ 
                          à òîëüêî ìûñëè ìîè 
                          íåêèì îáðàçîì 
                          íà êîí÷èê ìîåãî 
                          ÿçûêà ïåðåíîñÿòñÿ) 

                          Îñâîáîæäàëè:
 
                          îò ïîòðåáíîñòåé 
                          îò ïîòðåáëåíèÿ 
                          îò ñíà 
                          îò ìå÷òû 
                          îò íàäåæäû 
                          ãðàæäàíñòâà
                          îò ïîòðåáèòåëüñòâà... 

                          Íèêîìó áîëüøå ÿ 
                          íå ïðèíàäëåæó 
                          íåò ñòðàíû ó ìåíÿ 
                          íåò ãðàæäàíñòâà 
                          íåò ïàìÿòè 

                          Ïîñëåäíèå ëîñêóòû 
                          ïàìÿòè 
                          ïàäàþò 
                          íà õîëîäíóþ çåìëþ 
                          ñâîðà÷èâàþòñÿ 
                          êàê îò îãíÿ 
                          îò õîëîäà 
                          èñ÷åçàþò 
                          óëåòó÷èâàþòñÿ 

                          Íåò ó ìåíÿ áîëåå 
                          ïðîøëîãî 
                          íåò ó ìåíÿ 
                          áóäóùåãî 
                          íåò íàñòîÿùåãî 

                          Çàâèñòü ìîÿ 
                          çëîáà ìîÿ 
                          çóáû è êîãòè 
                          ìîè - 
                          ðåôëåêñîðíûå 
                          íå ãëóáèííûå: 
                          íåò èõ âî ìíå 

                          èç âñåõ ñìåðòíûõ 
                          åäèíñòâåííûé 
                          ÿ äî ñìåðòè 
                          ñâîåé 
                          ñòàë óæå 
                          âîëüíûì 
                          îò ôåîäàëîâ- 
                          æåëàíèé 
                          èçáàâëåííûé 
                          íå ôåòèøèçìîì 
                          îòøåëüíè÷åñòâà 
                          ìîíàñòûðÿ 
                          ïîñòà  -
                          íî ïå÷àòüþ 
                          èçãíàíèÿ 
                           

                                 N
                          Íåò íà ìíå íè÷åãî 
                          âñå ïîêðîâû ìîè 
                          ñ ìåíÿ ñòÿíóòû 

                          íî ñâîáîäåí ëè ÿ 
                          îêîí÷àòåëüíî? 


                          Äà 
                          Ýòî 
                          êîæà ìîÿ 
                          ÷åëîâå÷åñêàÿ 
                          åùå ñ ìåíÿ 
                          íå ñíÿòàÿ 
                          îñòàåòñÿ íà ìíå 

                          Ýòî 
                          ìîè 
                          ëþáîâü 
                          æàëîñòü 
                          è ñîñòðàäàíèå 
                          è 
                          åùå 
                          ðó÷ååê
                          òåïëÿùèõñÿ 
                          ÷óâñòâ 

                          êî âñåì 
                          è ê ñåáå 
                          ñàìîìó 

                          Íåò ñâîáîäû 
                          äî ñìåðòè 
                          è â ñìåðòè íåò 
                          è ïîñëå 
                          òîãäà 
                          íå íóæíà áîëüøå 
                          ñâîáîäà 
                          íå íóæíî 
                          îñâîáîæäåíèå 

                          Íåò ñìûñëà 
                          íè â ÷åì 
                           

                                O
                          Æìåò ìíå 
                          ïîñëåäíÿÿ 
                          ìîÿ îáîëî÷êà 
                          ïîñëåäíåå 
                          ïðèñòàíèùå 
                          çåìíîãî ìîåãî 
                          "ÿ" 
                          êîæà ìîÿ 
                          ÷åëîâå÷åñêàÿ 

                          Íî è åå 
                          ëèøóñü 
                          êîãäà çàïëà÷ó 
                           

                               P
                          Ìåäëåííî 
                          ìåäëåííî 
                          ïåðåäâèãàþòñÿ ñòðåëêè 
                          ñòðåëêè èëëþçèé 
                          è øàëîñòåé 
                          íàñëàæäåíèé 
                          è ïðèâûêàíèé 
                          ñòðåëêè 
                          ïîâîðà÷èâàíèÿ 
                          äåéñòâèòåëüíîñòè 
                          ñòðåëêè 
                          ëþáâè è íåíàâèñòè 

                          Íàñòóïàåò ìîìåíò 
                          êîãäà ñòðåëêè 
                          ñõîäÿòñÿ 
                          çàñòûâàþò 
                          ïðèëèïàþò 
                          äðóã ê äðóæêå 
                          ìèð îñòàíàâëèâàåòñÿ 

                          Âûïîëçàþò 
                          ãèãàíòû-ñîêðóøèòåëè 
                          æóêè âåëè÷èíîé ñ áûêà 
                          ãëàçàñòûå àìôîðû 
                          íà òåëàõ ãëàçà 
                          îòêðûâàþòñÿ 
                          ãóáû-âåêè îõâàòûâàþò 
                          ãëàçíîå ÿáëîêî 
                          âûäàâëèâàþò óñòà 
                          âìåñòå ñ ïàðîì 
                          çâóêè ñòðàííûå 
                          êðèñòàëüíûå 
                          ñåðåáðîì ïîêðûòûå 
                          è ìÿñèñòûå: 

                          Gli occhi lor 
                          ch'eran pria
                          pur dentro molli
                          Gocciar su 
                          per le labbra


                          Íà íèõ 
                          ïàóòèíà 
                          âðåìåíè 
                          ëàê 
                          äèñòàíöèè 
                          ôëåð 
                          òÿæåëîâåñíîñòè 

                          Èçâëåêàåò ìîçã 
                          èç äåòñêèõ 
                          âîñïîìèíàíèé 
                          ñîâñåì çàáûòîå 
                          íåâåðîÿòíî 
                          äàëåêîå 
                          èç øêàòóëêè 
                          â ãîëîâå çàïðÿòàííîé 
                          çàêðûòîé 
                          çàìî÷êîì 
                          ñ ÷åðâÿ÷êîì- 
                          êëþ÷èêîì 

                          Benozzo Gozzoli...
                          (ïàð òàåò â óòðåííèõ ïåðåóëêàõ...) 

                          Benozzo Gozzoli...

                          (Ýõî - è òèøèíà...) 


                           ãëûáàõ ïðîçðà÷íûõ 
                          ðîçîâàòîãî öâåòà 
                          ìåðòâûå ëèöà 
                          îòöà è áðàòà 
                          îêðóæåííûå 
                          âå÷íîñòüþ 

                          Îíè ïëåíåíû
                          õðóñòàëüíîé 
                          ïðîçðà÷íîñòüþ 
                          ÿ ìåæäó íèìè 
                          ïîä ïðåññîì 
                          âðåìåíè 
                          ìåæäó äâóìÿ 
                          ïîêîëåíèÿìè 
                          â òèñêàõ 

                          îòòîãî 
                          òàê 
                          òÿæåëî ìíå 
                          äûõàíüå ìîå 
                          ïðåðûâèñòî 
                          äûì èäåò 
                          èç íîçäðåé 
                          îãîíü - èçî ðòà 
                          òÿæåëî ìíå 
                          çàäàâëåííîìó 
                          ñæàòîìó 
                          äî çàïðåäåëüíîé 
                          ñæàòîñòè 
                          äàâëåíèå 
                          ìîçãè ìîè 
                          ðàçðûâàåò 
                          ïàìÿòü ìîÿ 
                          ðàññûïàåòñÿ 
                          ïîä ãðóçîì 
                          åãî 

                          è íî÷ü íàñòóïàåò 
                          êàê àðìèÿ 
                          ÷óæäîé ñòðàíû 
                          íåäðóæåñòâåííîé 
                          ÷òîáû 
                          êðåïîñòè ìîè 
                          ðóøèòü 
                          ãîðîäà êðóøèòü 
                          â ïëåí 
                          óâîäèòü 
                          ìîèõ 
                          ïîääàííûõ 
                           

                               Q
                          Ïðîñûïàþñü 
                          äîìà 
                          íà ðîäèíå 
                          ðàçóìîì 
                          âûáðàííîé 
                          ïîñëåäíåé 
                          è îêîí÷àòåëüíîé 
                          ñïàñøåé ìåíÿ 
                          áåñêîðûñòíî 
                          áåç 
                          ïîøëèíû 

                          ýòî ìîé ìèð 
                          ìîÿ íîâàÿ 
                          æèçíåííàÿ èñòîðèÿ 
                          íå ïîìíþ 
                          íè÷åãî 
                          ÷òî áûëî 
                          ðàíüøå ñî ìíîé 

                          òóò ÿ ðîäèëñÿ 
                          â òåïåðåøíåì îáëèêå 
                          ñòàë ãîâîðèòü 
                          ïî-ôðàíöóçñêè 
                          ïèñàòü è ÷èòàòü 
                          ïåðå÷èòûâàòü 
                          Êàìþ è Ñàðòðà 
                          ïîëó÷àòü 
                          Devoir
                          ïåòü 
                          â 
                          Notre-Dame
                          â 
                          St-Josef basilica
                          àêêîìïàíèðîâàòü 
                          â óíèâåðñèòåòå
                          Concordia
                           

                          ýòî íå ÿ 
                          ýòî ìîÿ 
                          òåíü 
                          íà óëèöàõ 
                          Ïàðèæà 
                          Áåðëèíà 
                          Âàðøàâû 
                          Ìèíñêà 
                          Âèëüíþñà 
                          è Áîáðóéñêà 
                          ýòî â êàêîì-òî 
                          ñíå 
                          áåëûå íî÷è 
                          Ñàíêò-Ïåòåðáóðãà 
                          ÇÀÃÑ 
                          Ïåòðîãðàäñêîãî 
                          ðàéîíà 
                          ñîðâàííàÿ 
                          âëàñòÿìè 
                          æåíèòüáà 
                          ýòî 
                          áûëî â êèíî: 
                          ÷åðåïè÷íûå 
                          êðûøè 
                          Àìñòåðäàìà 
                          áèáëèîòåêè 
                          Êàóíàñà 
                          Ïÿðíî 
                          è Ðèãè 
                          ïîåçäà 
                          àâòîáóñû 
                          ñàìîëåòû 
                          ìîðÿ 
                          îçåðî Ðèòöà 
                          ôóíèêóëåð 
                          Òáèëèñè 
                          ïðîñïåêòû 
                          Âàøà Ïøàâåëà 
                          Øîòà Ðóñòàâåëè 
                          îïåðíûé òåàòð 
                          â Îäåññå 
                          îïåðíûé òåàòð 
                          â Âåíå 
                          Ìèëàí 
                          via Massarenti
                          via Scancia
                          áåëüãèéñêèå 
                          çàìêè 
                          øâåéöàðñêèå 
                          Àëüïû 
                          Êðàêîâ 
                          âîñïåòûé 
                          Ñåíêåâè÷åì 
                          îñòàëñÿ 
                          îäèí 
                          Ìîíðåàëü 
                          âìåñòèâøèé 
                          âñå 
                          áåç îñòàòêà 
                          ñàìîäîñòàòî÷íûé 
                          ñàìîäîâëåþùèé 
                          êóñîê 
                          Åâðîïû 
                          â òîðãàøåñêîé
                          ãðóáîé
                          Àìåðèêå 
                          ëîñêóò 
                          ïëàòüÿ 
                          ñ òîíêèì çàïàõîì 
                          ïàðèæñêîé 
                          êðàñàâèöû 
                          âñå çàìåñòèë 
                          è ðîäèë ìåíÿ 
                          â ñåáå 
                          íàïîëíèâ 
                          âîñïîìèíàíèÿìè 
                          ìîåé- 
                          íå ìîåé 
                          äåéñòâèòåëüíîñòè 

                          Ïîìíþ êàê 
                          â "äåòñòâå" 
                          ìíå âñòðå÷àëèñü 
                          äðóãèå óëèöû 
                          ìåæäó ìåòðî 
                          Sauvé
                          è 
                          Henry-Bourassa
                          ìàãàçèíû- 
                          ïðîêàòíûå 
                          ïóíêòû 
                          êîëîíêè 
                          ìèêðîôîíû 
                          óñèëèòåëè 
                          íè÷åãî ñâîåãî 
                          âñå 
                          íàïðîêàò 
                          ïîòîì 
                          ðåñòîðàíû 
                          Ìàðèîòòû 
                          Õèëòîíû 
                          Õîëèäýé Èíû 
                          è Äåëüòû 
                          êëóáû 
                          äîìà ïðåñòàðåëûõ 
                          äåëåæ 
                          ñêóäíûõ 
                          ãðîøåé 
                          ðåïåòèöèè 
                          äî äâàäöàòîãî 
                          ïîòà 

                          Îáðûâ íàñòóïèë 
                          âíåçàïíî 
                          êàê îòðåçâëåíèå 
                          ïîñëå 
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                          íî÷è 

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                          ñòàâøèõ ðîäíûìè 
                          ìèãåëü ëàìèýëü 
                          ðîí ðàø 
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                          ðîí ðàø 
                          óäàëèëñÿ 
                          òóäà æå 
                          ìèãåëü 
                          ïîêðàñèë âîëîñû 
                          ÷åðíûì 
                          ïîñòðèãñÿ 
                          ðàçâåëñÿ 
                          ñíÿë 
                          áþðãåðñêóþ 
                          êâàðòèðó 
                          ïèòåðà ñúåëè 
                          êîíêóðåíòû 
                          àêóëû 
                          ñ âîñòî÷íûìè 
                          ëèöàìè 
                          çàáðàëè åãî 
                          ìèëëèîíû 
                          äîì 
                          ãîðîä 
                          âûæèëè èç 
                          Ìîíðåàëÿ 
                          ðàñòîïòàëè 
                          äîâåëè 
                          äî èíôàðêòà 

                          ïî÷åìó 
                          òàì 
                          ãäå 
                          ÿ 
                          âñåãäà 
                          îñòàåòñÿ 
                          ïóñòûíÿ? 

                          Äàæå òóò 
                          â ñâîåé 
                          ñîáñòâåííîé 
                          æèçíè 
                          â ñâîåì 
                          ãîðîäå 
                          â ñâîåé 
                          íîâîé ëè÷íîñòè 
                          ñ íîâîé 
                          áèîãðàôèåé 
                          íîâîé 
                          ïàìÿòüþ 
                          ÿ òåðÿþ äðóçåé 
                          ê à ê   ò à ì 

                          âñå ïîâòîðÿåòñÿ 
                          êàê áóäòî 
                          òà æå 
                          æèçíü 
                          òîò æå 
                          ãîðîä 
                          òå æå 
                          ëþäè 
                          áåç 
                          âåçåíèÿ 
                          òå æå 
                          òå æå 

                          âñå ïîâòîðÿåòñÿ 
                          íà ïëàñòèíêå 
                          ðåàëüíîñòè 
                          â ìîèõ 
                          äåñÿòè ðîæäåíèÿõ 
                          âñå òàê 
                          êàê áûëî 
                          â ïðîøëûõ 
                          æèçíÿõ 
                          äî îäíîé 
                          áåññìåðòíû 
                          ìîè ëèøåíèÿ 
                          áåññìåðòíà 
                          âðåìåííîñòü 
                          ìîåãî 
                          ñóùåñòâîâàíèÿ 
                          áåññìåðòíà 
                          ìîÿ áåçïàñïîðòíîñòü 
                          ìîÿ äîëæíîñòü 
                          àïàòðèäà 
                          áåññìåðòíî 
                          ìîå 
                          ëèöî 
                          íà êîí÷èêå 
                          ïëàìåíè 
                          ñâå÷è 
                          â òóìàíå 
                          íåïðîíèöàåìîì 
                          çíàêè 
                          ìàãè÷åñêèå 
                          ñóäüáîíîñíûå 
                          íåñòèðàåìûå 
                          ðóêîé 
                           

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                          Îäåâàþñü 
                          ñïóñêàþñü â ëèôòå 
                          âûõîæó 
                          âî âðåìåííûé 
                          ãîðîä 
                          âðåìåííûå 
                          ìóòíûå 
                          ëèöà 
                          â îêíàõ 
                          è çà ñòåíîé 
                          âðåìåííî 
                          íà óãëàõ 
                          êëîøàðû 
                          ñâîè âðåìåííûå 
                          ïðîòÿãèâàþò 
                          ðóêè 
                          âðåìåííûå 
                          ðåñòîðàíû 
                          îòêðûëè 
                          äâåðè 
                          íà ÷àñ 
                          â íèõ ñèäÿò 
                          âðåìåííî 
                          ëþäè 
                          âðåìåííûìè ãëàçàìè 
                          ÷èòàþò 
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                          âðåìåííûå ñîáàêè 
                          íà ïîâîäêàõ 
                          àêêóðàòíûõ 
                          õîäÿò 
                          âðåìåííûå âèòðèíû 
                          ìàíåêåíîâ âðåìåííûõ 
                          ñòîðîæàò 
                          âðåìåííûé äîæäü 
                          ñëåçàìè 
                          ñ íåáà 
                          ïàäàåò 
                          íà ãîðîä 
                          ñëèçûâàåò 
                          ëèöà 
                          ñâåòîôîðû 
                          è òðîòóàðû 
                          àâòîìîáèëè 
                          ïðîçðà÷íóþ 
                          êðûøó 
                          Patinoire

                          êàê ìîðîæåíî 
                          ëèæåò 
                          ñâå÷êè 
                          íåáîñêðåáîâ 
                          çàòåìíåííûå 
                          ñòåêëà 
                          áàíêîâ 
                          ãîðó 
                          Ìont-Royal
                          çäàíèÿ 
                          óíèâåðñèòåòà 
                          McGill

                          âðåìåííûé ìîé 
                          ñòàòóñ 
                          âðåìåííîå 
                          î÷åð÷èâàåò 
                          âðåìÿ 
                          øàëîâëèâûì 
                          ïàëü÷èêîì 
                          âîäèò 
                          ìåæäó 
                          ñìåðòüþ 
                          è 
                          íèùåòîé 

                          ìåæäó 
                          ãðîçíûì 
                          ãîëîñîì 
                          Áîãà 
                          áåçæàëîñòíûì 
                          ñîëíöåì ïóñòûíè 
                          áåðåãîì òåïëîãî 
                          ìîðÿ 
                          êàê åäèíñòâåííûì 
                          ìàÿêîì 
                          êðèêàìè 
                          âîñòî÷íîãî áàçàðà 
                          çàïðåäåëüíîé 
                          ñâèðåïîñòüþ 
                          òîðãîâöåâ 
                          ïîøëîñòüþ 
                          ðàçãîâîðîâ 
                          íàãëîñòüþ 
                          âîðîâ 

                          îòêðîâåííîñòüþ 
                          ëæè 
                          íåíàâèñòüþ 
                          îñòðåå áðèòâû 
                          ëþäüìè ñ îáðûâêàìè 
                          îøåéíèêîâ 
                          âîêðóã ãîðëà 
                          õðàìàìè 
                          ãäå ñîáèðàþòñÿ 
                          ïîäëåöû - 

                          è òåïåðåøíåé 
                          âðåìåííîñòüþ 
                          âðåìåííîñòè 


                          áóòûëêîé 
                          ñ óçêèì ãîðëûøêîì 
                          êóäà 
                          îïðåäåëèëè 
                          ìåíÿ 
                          îñóäèëè 
                          áðîñèëè 
                          ïîä êîëåñà 
                          áðîíèðîâàííîé 
                          ãóñåíèöû 
                          ñ 
                          êðàøåíûì 
                          æèâîòîì 

                          íî ýòî 
                          âñå-òàêè 
                          íå 
                          ïóñòûíÿ 
                          ÿ âèæó: 
                          çà ñòåíàìè 
                          áóòûëêè 
                          ïðîõîäÿò ëþäè 
                          êðàøåíûå 
                          áëîíäèíêè 
                          ïîäíîñÿò 
                          çåðêàëüöà 
                          ê ëèöàì 
                          ïàíêè 
                          êó÷êàìè 
                          ïðîõîäÿò 
                          â ìåòðî 

                          ýòî 
                          ëó÷øå 
                          ïåñî÷íîãî 
                          õëåáà 
                          ïåñî÷íûõ ÷àñîâ 
                          ãîíåíèé 
                          ãäå òû âñåãäà 
                          â íèæíåé 
                          âîðîíêå 

                          ëó÷øå 
                          ïëàìåíè 
                          òåñíîòû 
                          áëèçêîé 
                          íåèçáåæíîé 
                          ñìåðòè 
                          îò ðóê 
                          êàêîãî-íèáóäü 
                          ìàëü÷èøêè - 
                          ïàòðèîòà 
                          ëó÷øå 
                          ñàâëàíóòà 
                          õóìóñà 
                          õàöèëèíà 
                          è 
                          õàìñèíà 
                          âå÷íîé 
                          âðàæäû 

                          òàê 
                          íà ðîäèíå ñâîåé 
                          ïîñëåäíåé 
                          ÿ æèâó 
                          â ïðîçðà÷íîé 
                          áóòûëêå 
                          ëèáìå 
                          â óòðîáå 
                          èçãíàíüÿ 
                          êàê è âåçäå 
                          òóò - è íå òóò 

                          ïàõíóò 
                          îäóðÿþùå 
                          îòêàçû 
                          íà âèä 
                          íà æèòåëüñòâî 
                          âêðàä÷èâî 
                          êàê 
                          àâòîìàòû 
                          çâó÷èò 
                          ÷èíîâíèêîâ 
                          ðå÷ü 

                          ðàçäåëåííàÿ
                          íà êîëîíêè 
                          íà ôðàçû 
                          íà ñëîâà 
                          íà áóêâû 
                          îíà 
                          îçíà÷àåò 
                          ÷òî äåìîêðàòèè 
                          íåò 
                          è íå áóäåò
                          ÷òî â äåìîêðàòèè
                          äåìîêðàòèÿ
                          íå äëÿ âñåõ

                          ÷òî íåò íèêàêèõ 
                          ïðàâ 
                          ÷åëîâåêà 
                          íèêàêèõ 
                          õàðòèé 
                          êîíâåíöèé
                          äåêëàðàöèé 
                          åñòü ðàáû 
                          è âàññàëû 
                          è òå 
                          ÷òî íàä òåìè
                          è òåìè 
                          ñòîÿò 

                          íàñ ñîáñòâåííîñòüþ 
                          íàçâàëè 
                          âîñòî÷íîãî 
                          ãîñóäàðñòâà 
                          è ïî ýòîé ïðè÷èíå 
                          âëåïèëè
                          ýòîò õíæåñêè-ëæèâûé
                          îòêàç 
                          íàì äàëè ñîâåò 
                          ñìèðèòüñÿ -
                          îò âçãëÿäîâ 
                          ñâîèõ 
                          îòêàçàòüñÿ 
                          ïîä÷èíèòüñÿ 
                          çàáûòü 
                          î ïðèâû÷êàõ - 
                          è òîãäà áóäåò 
                          íàì 
                          õîðîøî 

                          òàê ÷òî 
                          ìû ìîæåì 
                          âåðíóòüñÿ 
                          òóäà 
                          êóäà âçÿëè íàñ 
                          ñèëîé 
                          ãäå èçáèâàëè 
                          ãäå óáèëè áû
                          ãäå íå äàâàëè 
                          ðàáîòàòü 
                          è æèòü 
                          à íå õîòèòå 
                          òàê ñèäèòå 
                          â ñâîåé 
                          áóòûëêå 
                          áåç äîêóìåíòîâ 
                          áåç ñòàòóñà 
                          è ãëàçàìè 
                          áåäíûõ 
                          ëÿãóøåê 
                          ñìîòðèòå 
                          ñêâîçü 
                          êðàøåíîå 
                          ñòåêëî 

                          òûñÿ÷è 
                          óãîëîâíèêîâ 
                          óáèéö 
                          è áàíäèòîâ 
                          ïëÿøóò 
                          âîêðóã íàøåé 
                          áóòûëêè 
                          âûïëÿñûâàþò 
                          ñâîé 
                          èçäåâàòåëüñêèé 
                          ðýï 
                          êðèâëÿþòñÿ 
                          ïîþò: 
                          À ó íàñ åñòü áóìàæêà, 
                          À ó íàñ åñòü áóìàæêà, 
                          òðó-ëþ-ëþ 
                          òðó-ëþ-ëþ 
                          òðó-ëþ-ëþ 
                          À íàñ âçÿëè 
                          Íàñ âçÿëè - ïðèëàñêàëè 
                          à âàñ íåò 
                          Ìû - æåëàííûå 
                          äîðîãèå 
                          îáëàñêàííûå 
                          ìû âîðîâàëè 
                          óáèâàëè 
                          ãðàáèëè 
                          è ïîëó÷èëè 
                          â íàãðàäó 
                          â Êàíàäó 
                          ïðîïóñê-áèëåò 

                          çà ãîðîäîì 
                          çà ãîðèçîíòîì 
                          â Îòòàâå 
                          èì 
                          ïîäïåâàþò 
                          ñòàåé 
                          äèêèå 
                          âîëêè... 
                           

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                          C ðåçüþ 
                          ïîñëåäíåé 
                          â ãëàçàõ 
                          ÿ ëåæó íà ñïèíå 
                          ãëàçíèöû 
                          ïîëíûå çâåçä 
                          íåáî 
                          ïåïåëüíîé 
                          ÷åðíîòû 
                          êàìåííûé äèñê 
                          çåìíîé 
                          ðàñêîëîòûé 
                          ïîïîëàì 
                          ñ ïàìÿòíèêàìè äåòåé 
                          ïðåâðàòèâøèõñÿ 
                          â ñíû 
                          ìû òèíîé ñòîèì 
                          â çàâîäè áåç áåðåãîâ 
                          â áóäóùåì 
                          áåç âðåìåí 
                          â ïðîøëîì 
                          áåç òåïëîòû 
                          ìû òðàâîé ðàñòåì 
                          ïîä ãèãàíòñêîé 
                          ñòîïîé 
                          ìóðàâüÿìè 
                          ïîëçåì 
                          ïîä áóëûæíèêîì 
                          ïóñòîòû 
                          ìû âñå òèãëåì 
                          îäíèì 
                          îñòûâøèì 
                          áåçðå÷åâûì 
                          â ïå÷è áåç 
                          ïîòîëêà 
                          âå÷íîñòè áåç 
                          ÷àñîâ 
                          ãëûáå 
                          âðåìåíè 
                          äî êîíöà 
                          ìû áåç îïîð 
                          áåç äíà 
                          áåç ïëàíåòû Çåìëÿ 

                          íè óì 
                          íè äåíüãè 
                          íè âëàñòü 
                          íå â ñîñòîÿíèè 
                          çàùèòèòü 
                          íàñ è íàøèõ 
                          äåòåé 
                          è òåõ 
                          ÷òî áûëè äî íàñ 

                          Ïðèáëèæàåòñÿ 
                          äèñê 
                          ðàñêîëîòûé 
                          ïîïîëàì 
                          èç ðîêîâîé 
                          ÷åðíîòû 
                          èç-çà ïðåäåëà 
                          âðåìåí 
                          è ó êàæäîãî 
                          çà ñïèíîé 
                          êðûëüÿ 
                          åãî 
                          ïóñòîòû... 
                           

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                          ÏÅÑÍß ÃÎËÎÄÍÛÕ ÄÅÒÅÉ 
                          Íàñ ðàçäàâèò 
                          ëóíà 
                          ñîëíöå 
                          è íåáîñâîä 
                          è ñ âûñîòû 
                          ñíà 
                          íåáî â íàñ 
                          óïàäåò 

                          ñëåäÿò 
                          çà íàìè 
                          èç òåìíîòû 
                          ÷üè-òî 
                          áîëüøèå 
                          ãëàçà 
                          ñâåðõó 
                          èç ïóñòîòû 
                          îò íèõ óáåæàòü 
                          íåëüçÿ 

                          õîëîäîì 
                          íåçåìíûì 
                          âååò 
                          íà íàñ 
                          îò íèõ 
                          ñòðàõîì 
                          è ÷åì-òî 
                          èíûì 
                          ÷òî ìû 
                          íå çíàåì 
                          î íèõ 

                          íàñ ìíîãî 
                          âî ìãëå 
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                          îäèíîêî 
                          âñåì 
                          ìû î äîáðå 
                          è çëå 
                          íå çíàåì 
                          ñîâñåì 

                          ìû î òîì 
                          ÷òî òóò 
                          ÷òî òàì 
                          íå çíàåì 
                          ìîë÷èì 
                          íàì íàøè 
                          òóôëè 
                          æìóò 
                          ìû êóøàòü
                          ìû åñòü 
                          õîòèì 

                          ìû ðâåìñÿ 
                          íà ñâåò 
                          ìû íàðóæó 
                          õîòèì 
                          íî ñâåòà 
                          íåò 
                          ïîòîìó ìû 
                          ìîë÷èì 

                          íåò 
                          çåìëè 
                          ëóíû 
                          ñîëíöà 
                          è çâåçä 
                          äàæå ìû 
                          íå âèäíû 
                          íàñ ñïðÿòàëè 
                          âðîçü 

                          íàì õîëîäíî 
                          çäåñü 
                          â ïóñòîòå 
                          ëåäÿíîé 
                          íàì õî÷åòñÿ 
                          åñòü 
                          íàø 
                          ðåäååò 
                          ñòðîé 

                          âîêðóã 
                          ÿáëîêè 
                          ñ äîì 
                          áàíàíû 
                          êàê áàøíè - 
                          è ìû 
                          ïîåì ñîâñåì 
                          íå î òîì 
                          íà ïîðîãå 
                          çèìû 

                          ìû óìèðàåì 
                          ñëàáåé 
                          íàøè íîæêè 
                          è âîêðóã 
                          íè ëþäåé 
                          íè çâåðåé 
                          íè ìèíóò 

                          âñå çàñòûëî 
                          â îäíîì 
                          çàìîðîæåííîì 
                          ñíå 
                          íå íà çåìëå 
                          íå íà ëóíå 
                          íå â îêåàíå 
                          íå... 

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                          Ñêîëüêî 
                          íåïðîéäåííûõ 
                          áóêâ 
                          ýòîãî ñëîâàðÿ 
                          àçáóêè èçãíàíèÿ 
                          îñòàëîñü 
                          ñêîëüêî 
                          ÷óäåñ 
                          íå 
                          ñîñòîÿëîñü 
                          ñêîëüêî 
                          îáðóáëåíî 
                          ðóê 
                          íå ïåðåëèñòàâøèõ 
                          ñòðàíèö 
                          íîã 
                          íå ïðîøàãàâøèõ 
                          ñâîèõ 
                          ïóòåé 
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                          çàìàðàíî 
                          ÷èñòîòû 
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                          íàäåæä 

                          è ëåòÿò 
                          æóðàâëè 
                          â 
                          íåñóùåñòâóþùèé 
                          êðàé 
                          íà ñåðåäèíó 
                          âîäû 
                          ãäå îñòðîâà 
                          óæå íåò 
                          è óïàäóò 
                          ñ âûñîòû 
                          óïàäóò 
                          â ïó÷èíó 
                          ìîðåé 
                          íå îñòàíåòñÿ 
                          îò íèõ 
                          íè÷åãî 
                          íè ïåðûøêà 
                          íè ñëåäà 
                          êàê íå îñòàíåòñÿ 
                          íè÷åãî 
                          îò íàñ 
                          äàæå 
                          ñëîìàííîãî 
                          ïåðà... 

                              Äåêàáðü, 1995 
                              Ìîíðåàëü 

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