SILENT TEARS
Darkness, that's keeping in secret your name,
Goes liquid within autumn night,
Where shadows, dead mourning souls and the flame
Begin torment and moveless flight.
Angel, who must die to save you from pain,
Answer me, where is he now?
Answer, did I read these prayers in vain
And God was just liar from crowd,
God, who did promise to save us from fears,
Forgive our heretic curse,
But people have cried too much of the tears,
Which can full the oceans of Earth.
I'm burning Bible and my cristian cross,
My destiny, my future days,
As I'm too tired to fight with this force
And follow the shown by God ways.
All is a lie, and i'm leaving this place,
The temple of blind emptiness,
Where all your words and acts turn to disgrace,
And where whole your life has no sence,
If you don't wake up and don't fall asleep
With blessing Christ deep in your heart...
I'm coming back to that dark silent street -
All's over and cannot restart.
Memory's fire and cold of the death,
The only world in Universe,
Saving that small piece of land where we met
And made at that day our choise.
Here is the place where I suddenly saw
You standing and looking at sky...
How could it all happen so long ago?
How could rush in moment whole life?
I can't believve that I really do see
Nobody and nothing around:
Feels like I'm drowning in blackfire sea
In paradise I've somewhen found,
Feels like I am victim for deaf wood Lords,
Feels like I want to cry, but cannot make sounds...
Things we all have to learn are freaky false,
Space and time are too weak to treat all my wounds.
Is it you standing near and touching my skin?
Is it you smiling for me without a word?
But you're only illusion : since this night you can't be
Nobody else crawling around the Globe.